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This post is about the ups and downs of my 18-year journey studying math—a journey driven by an insatiable need to understand, dissect, and analyze everything.
Over the years, I’ve found myself tangled in a constant quest for the “why” behind every formula, theorem, and concept, questioning each step along the way. And yet, after all this time, I’ve started to wonder if that need for understanding has been as much a burden as a benefit. Maybe there’s more to learn in just letting things be—at least sometimes.